Happy Lunar New Year!!

Ok.. time for update since so long never blog le.

Christmas eve was spent at his place. Then Christmas day went Bintan with Jolyn, Mychal and my dear. Bintan really improved a lot with a lot more facilities. I have a great time there and massage was good too. Check out my facebook or friendster for pics. Yah, we went for the fireflies night tour. So many of them flying all around me. I even got to catch them and some stayed on my hand. So nice. Like Christmas lights on a tree. But hor, after I came back I had allergy reaction and all over body itching like hell. Needless to say MC lor.

Then New Year's eve, we went with Eric to the countdown at Marina South. Yah, paid for the tickets to go in. Love the fireworks a lot. Very beautiful like falling on me. Even nicer then those I saw at National Stadium some years ago.

I was looking forward to a new bed at my dear's place as the old one is a super single and too small for the two of us. Finally later of the month his dad agreed to a new double bed. Though w/o frame sleep is better for us.

Early Jan we decided to break the news that I am a divorcee to his parents. I was thinking what their reaction will be and also what would my dear do if objections come. In the end, though i heard from not so nice comments from my dear, his parents is ok with it. However, his dad started discussing with me regarding ROM and marriage. Hmm... it came a bit fast for me but I was ok with it. So yah, end year ROM and two years later then customary.

Hell came after agreeing to everything his dad says as I realised that he wanted a hand in everything. Wanted to take a look at the bed we want to choose, wanted his own ways when it come to our ROM, wedding and even house matters. In my mind I was thinking, is this my marriage or his? I still have not resolve this issue as his dad have been sick for the last few days, moreover it is CNY and I do not want to spoil the good mood.

17 Jan my dear and me came across a very nice ring at Plaza Sing Lee Hwa. He initially wanted to get it as a proposal ring secretly and give me a surprise, but after stepping out of the shop, he saw me looking so sad and me decided to bring me back and bought on the spot. The ring came eve CNY.

On the first day of CNY 26 Jan, we played mahjong at his place with Jolyn, Eric, Mychal and my dear. At the end of the session, that was about 3am on 27 Jan, my dear proposed to me at the door of his house. I can see tears in his eyes. Although it is not a romantic place and he did not say his words properly, I saw his sincerity and felt very touched. I already feel as if I am the most blissful woman in the world. Yah, u guess right, I accepted the ring. So now, it is on my fingers le lor.

Seems like ups and downs will never escape from our lives. I have to "see the faces" of my relatives, my parent's feelings, his dad's involvement in everything and all these is getting a bit on my nerves. I can't seem to really smile from deep inside my heart. I hope to run away from all these with my dear but I know it is not possible de. Hehe... So now, I just hope that my dear will stay with me and stand with me no matter what happens. So long I know that he loves and dotes on me deeply all these will be worth it :)