I went to CGH to sign my appt letter and pre-employment check. Everything seems to be going smoothly. I can only pray and hope that Monday I can be strong and go work and stay stable in it. It all depends on me now :)
posted by Tweet at 12:10 PM
New job starting on Friday. I hope I can be strong to go through all difficulties. Must remember "Just Do It". Must remember that I need to work hard for my own happy future...
posted by Tweet at 6:58 PM
I left my temp to perm job. Job pace is a bit too fast for me.
My 3 primary goals for now:
1) To stay stablely in a job
2) To think before talking
3) To become slimmer (cut down tummy) and learn how to doll myself up
Sounds hard? Maybe but to be a better person I need the basics above. All the rest can follow.
posted by Tweet at 8:11 PM
Currently working in an MNC as a HR Administrator. It's a temp for 2 months to perm. I hope I can convert to perm but recently having a lot of health problems. My flu came and went. Came back again. For the sake of my future, I sincerely hope that I would be able to stay in this job.
Alfred and I are separated now. You may say again?? But this time it's for real. I have went to legal aid and we are getting a divorce. This had happen too many times and I do not feel like putting in effort to make this marriage work anymore. The trust is not there anymore. Though there is still some love left, it's not enough to keep me going. He may be able to promise me that he will not take me for granted and will do things to make me happy but how long can it last. Things will come to another standstill again like the last time. It is just not in his nature to behave in that way. I know that leaving him is taking the harder route. He is really a good husband. How many guys out there can you find that don't smoke, gamble and don't like to drink. But just that he is not the one for me. I believe that he will be able to find someone more worthy and fit for him.
Saying is easy but doing is hard. How many people can really find their prefect match. I wish I can find mine. I see more clearly what type of husband I would want and it is going to be tough on me. If I want to be independent, I would need one guy that can make me so. I need someone who will continuously put in effort to make things work. Romance and trust is so so impt to me. You may tell me that no love can last a lifetime, but I believe that it is just how you want to work things out. I wish for my husband and I to be able to hold hands even when we are old. We need to make time for each other even if we have kids, work, etc. He will have to give in to me at times and I too have to give in to him at times. I know I am stubborn and I hope he knows that and be able to accept it. I believe that he would be able to make me love him so much that I would be willing to give in to him. But often it takes two hands to clap and I would also need someone who loves me that much. We might not be the first in each others life as I believe that no one can be able to love others more then they love themselves but at least we are second to each other. To be able to achieve all these it's hard. It's a tough journey ahead but I am willing to do it all to see our bright future. I need strength to do all these and I hope I would be able to find strength from within myself and with added strength from the other party. Money is also a very impt factor, in this world, everything needs money and that's where work comes in. I choose to believe that the journey may be hard but the sweetness in the end is worth it. I must learn to treasure what I have now.. my family, my work, my friends. Life will eventually come to an end and it's the process that you will feel the sweetness of it all. Have your goal in life and work towards it so that you will never regret living...
posted by Tweet at 7:55 PM
