My birthday

Those of you who knows me will know that my birthday is coming soon. Wed 1st Oct. But the sad thing is that I want to organise a dinner tomorrow but no one seems to be free. I am very very down cos to me my birthday is a very impt day. Many people may say no big deal but this is a very personal thingy.

Sigh... very very sad and upset. I want the one I love to be with me on my birthday too..

Prettier?

Yesterday my friend told me that I have become prettier. I don't know how true that is cos I only think that I become very vain and keen in dolling up. Maybe cos putting more effort in trying to look nicer. Those of you that have not met me for some time may be able to give me more accurate observations bah. Of course I am quite glad to hear that comment. :p

I am going for my last slimming or maybe contouring session this Sat. Over the months, I have lost about 4kg. Not very very satisfied with the results cos tummy still have not gone down. Only felt a bit cm lost on arms and waist. I guess I would only know the final answer after the measurement they do this Sat.

My love life is still pretty much the same. Not attached with no committment. Everyday just work work and work. Did I say that I am being confirmed at CGH le? I was quite happy and hope to be converted to perm after my contract ends. Better still, before my contract ends they will want to convert me. Hehe... greedy girl.

Still my goals for now are about the same:
1) To be able to stay and work permanently in CGH.
2) To be able to slim down more and become a pretty girl.
3) Still to think before I talk or act.
4) To be an independent and responsible person.
5) To find someone that I love who loves me too.
6) etc etc etc :)