Nice Batam trip but sad today
Batam trip on Sunday has been nice. I got to spent nice quality time with my 4 friends and my dear. At the trip, he really made me feel very blissful and happy. I really should appreciate and care for him more. Sometimes love is so funny, or maybe I am funny cos I am always in love those guys that treat me very badly. Time to change this fact. I do hope I can find someone that I love and really loves me a lot. I hope to be able to be his and only his, like what I felt initially in my ex-marriage and also my last relastionship.
I have some Batam pics in my face book, so friends welcome to go view. Though we did not really get to play the sea sports, it has been fun. After reaching Batam on Sunday afternoon, we rested a while and went shopping for like 3 hours. Was a bit of rush cos we went 2 malls. Came back was already late. So it was dinnertime and then mahjong. One poor friend is used to sleeping early but we were playing mahjong in his room and he was unable to sleep. Apologises to you :) 2nd day morning woke up for swimming, then breakfast then some card games, tv time, checkout then went spa. So shiok! Cheap and good. Will definately go back for more spa in future. My two best lady friends shared the spa package, me and my dear shared another one and lastly the other two guys shared one. So funny lor, but enjoyable lah. I think my dear a bit not used to massage and spa so he a bit ackward but overall I guess he enjoyed himself too. Oh ya, in total I bought two caps (one adidas and another polo ralph), one pair of shoe plus a lot of titbits. Haha... of course la. Bought for my family, Chris and also my colleagues.
Come back and two of my friends got sick. Not only that, my best best gal friend fall out with me. I did something to really hurt her this time. I am really very sorry but I guess nothing I do or say can help now. Really very upset about this lor, cos it's really my fault. Somemore at work I really very stressed. Too many work to do but no mood. So my mood these two days haven been really good. Esp today cos I thought about a lot of things and really wanted to burst out crying le. So depressed. My dear was sweet enough to come have lunch with me today before he went for work. I was of course happy la. Evening time he also spared me some time over the phone to cheer me up. Very nice guy hor.
Ok, end here le. Cannot let my parents see my sad face or they will worry. :) Smile Tweet, happy or not, each day will pass. So y not be happy.