Thanks hubby

Today my hubby finally allowed me to have my birthday celebration with my friend. Hip Hip horray. Thanks so much. I went to the RC to inform them of my booking. Also, smsed and email my pals to inform them. Cannot invite a lot of ppl cos of "cost" restriction. So hope that those are not invited will not be upset. Not that you are not impt but I invite mostly only those that my hubby and me both know.

I hope to have a gathering of ex-GMP colleagues this time. Hopefully everyone will be able to turn up. Miss them so so..

Or rather I hope all the friends that I invited will come. I really hope to meet up with you all and talk and enjoy the night. This birthday is so impt to me, please please try you very very very best to come.. :)

Work and love

This morning was one of the worst mornings I had for a long time. I accidentally brought my mgr cupboard keys home yesterday and forgot to bring it to work today. Early in morning my mgr asked for the keys and I realise the above. Have to call poor Alf who slept real late yesterday to bring to my work place. So total I have two unhappy person plus myself three. Felt so bad that I have to wake Alf up and I think he is now suffering a headache cos of that. My mgr has to be in a bad mood today too. I am really trying hard to be the "perfect employee" that she hopes I am. But I guess no one is perfect plus I am super sotong careless Helen, so worst. A lot of ppl that I talked with today told me that no one is perfect, I just have to be more careful. Someone also said that with every bad experience, it will help me to be more careful not to commit the same mistake again. Thanks friends, all your talks make me feel better after lunch today.

Asked my friend who works near me for lunch today. Went to Simpang for lunch, thanks for your company today. :)

Carol told me that she read my blog from Oct 06 till my last entry and really thought that Alf is a great man to be able to accept me back again. I totally agree with it. Through all these, I have learned who loves me the most. I will treasure Alf more.. Always remind myself that I need to treasure him and not take him forgranted.

Hehe.. Alf have been bothered with my wish to have a bbq for my birthday. He ask me to choose between him bringing me to Sentosa on actual day and the bbq with my friends. If you ask me, Sentosa with him is more impt but I keep thinking that it is once a year that I get to celebrate such a impt day with my friends. Don't know how lay. I shouldn't be greedy lor, Alf already nice enough to want to take leave and bring me to Sentosa.

I have learned some things recently:
1) Treasure and do not take forgranted those that loves you.
2) Everything that happens is for a reason, do not brood on it if it has past. Take it as a learning experience and try to move on. Remember it as a learning experience and for yourself not to commit the same wrong again but do not keep feeling upset over it cos it is no point. Even if given a chance to go back to that time again, how can you ensure that you wouldn make the same wrong move again? So move on..
3) Everything that my mgr commented on is for my own good to improve on my work. It is nothing personal against me.
4) Try not to mind too much what others think of me. So long I have done the right thing, follow it. I have always mind how others look at me. I have always wanted everyone to like me. Doing things to please them only. Not right...
5) Grow up and stop acting like a spoil attention seeker. I already have the attention of those that matters to me so, it's enough..
6) Stop being so emotional. Think and choose with my brain rather then my heart.

Haha.. all the above is my thoughts for now. I always know what is the correct thing to do but very hard to really follow by it. I hope to improve myself from now on. Try to think positive... Lastly I want to say again.. Thank you mearmear. I love you...

Birthday coming

My birthday is coming.. Counting down about 14 days bah. I am so excited at the thought of it but thinking that there is no celebration saddens me.

Maybe I am too focus on my birthday but I feel that every year this time is very impt to me. I hope for a celebration with my pals over the weekend and on actual day have a good day with my hubby. But I think hubby might not want to have a celebration with friends. So only on actual day he will spend a good day with me. I do feel a bit sad but I respect his wishes..

Hehe.. I hope to receive many many presents.. Greedy old me.. Heehee.. Maybe write my wish list for fun of it since some ppl asked me. You need not refer to it cos impossible to get one. So ex.. haha... silly ones..

1) System 3 inverter aircon
2) Small self-moving vacumn machine (don't know what it is called)
3) Digital camera (at least 7.0 mega pixels)
4) 3-in-1 printer cum scanner cum copier (hopefully Brother brand)
5) Clothes for work (I put on so much weight that my friends and hubby is laughing at me. Almost all old clothes can't fit liao. Have to get M tops and L bottoms cos tummy big.. Hehe)
6) A car
7) My driving license
8) To promote to Snr HR Exec
9) Some Tweety Bird or Hello Kitty stuffs
10) A brown and white bunny
11) Some nice earring (Alf threw away my loop ring earring.. Cry.. Remember hor, I got sensitive skin and cannot wear not real one.. Haha)
12) Deep fryer
13) etc etc etc etc (x1000000000000000000000) never ending
14) Maybe a baby boy???

Haha.. I joking only. All the above are bull-shitting.. All I want is a loving happy marriage. A God blessed life... To be happy, cheerful, satisfied, healthy and all my family member to stay in good health...

Happy, tiring life

Sorry so long never blog liao. You guys must be wondering how's my life coming along. One whole month liao. Hehe..

I started work in my current company on 16th Aug, so nearly one month liao lor. Everything is going quite smoothly. Learning to be a good HR person. You really have to be nearly perfect to be one good HR person lay. But anyway, I will try my best. Hope to bring Wong over to my company in future. So call "fei shui bu liu wai ren tian", simply meaning good things keep for ourself. I also hope to build good friendship in this company esp with Sylvia. She is another one person I admire a lot. For her strong personality and also character.

Yesterday went karaoke with Carol and Alvin. Alf and me went together. Recently never go out with Andy they all liao. Cos go out with Andy always drink and pub and spent lotta money. Once in blue moon still ok but every week can die er. Karaoke was fun, from 9pm to 1pm at old Cha Ren lor. Though seems a bit too long liao. 4 hours ley, but ok lor.. Catch up, etc..

Things with me and Alf have been quite good. Of course at times got ups and downs but I do see improvement. I always believe that so long both parties work hard, it will work de. I really must thank those that hurt me in the past, through all these then I know the person that loves me the most is Alf. I love you, mearmear...